smileee :D

BACKKKK!!!

2010-12-13T17:39:00.002+08:00

Hahaha i think i am finally back to blog blog blog!!!

I feel that my blog is freaking dead la!

Must as well delete it!!

But i shall keep it going hehehehe!!!

I am sorry

2010-05-26T23:40:00.001+08:00

I am sorry I was being so insensitive all this while! I am really sorry! ): Can our friendship still be salvage? I hope it not too late. I am such a lousy friend, I didn't even know my closest friend felt this way. Though we have distance a lot ): I miss you ok! And in my heart we are still as close. Your the one I thought I had telepathetic feelings with! The one who was always there for me no matter what. The one who always love and cared for me the most. Dun leave me ok! I would never know how to react! I am sorry girl!! ): you are a great importance to me! I promise to spend more time with you kk!! I swear!! Now this post is specially dedicated to you!! YOU YOU!! I LOVE YOU! AND THERE WILL BE MANY MANY MORE! I cant wait for tmr to give you a bigbig hug! Haha cant wait to spend time wit you!! Will you forgive me? Can you cheerup? Where that happy you? Why is it just the emo you!! I am sorry!! PLEASE FORGIVE ME!! I WILL DEFINITELY CHANGE OK! I AM SUCH A BITCH HAIX. I really hope we can find all the beautiful memories we shared girl!

Are u referring to me?

2010-05-25T20:59:00.001+08:00

I read your posts. Is it abt me? Hm judging from my 'smart' brain I suppose its me ba! :xx Distancing away? Its not true. I dunno why u are thinking this way. Only feeling happy when I tok to others NOT TRUE ): waa u think of me as such a lousy friend ): I didn't know that. Short replies from me? I try to change ok! I never ever left u out, everytime when we are tgt u always seem so quiet. I dunno ba! But I just want to let u know that you are everything to me! Srsly you are the best friend I ever met! U helped me to mature and grow and to understand the meaning of TRUE friendship. Though I seem closer to the others, you are the one closest to my heart like a dear sister. Hm you will never understand my feelings ): you always mean alot to me! Always will and always will be! You are not nothing! Do u get it? Do you understand? Haix. Please tell me you do please! And are u angry with me now! You didn't reply me ):

Had fun!!

2010-05-06T21:29:00.001+08:00

Lolx ANNELISA CHONG I LOVE YOU LOADS AND LOADS ♥ next time stay over kkays! THOUGH WE WERE NOT PRODUCTIVE AT ALL LA ): NVM ANDAND we srsly eat like pigs la I tell u! BIG FAT PIGS! OINK kekekx. Omgomg prelims are like coming sosososo soon! I can like use my fingers to count already ): STRESS LEVEL = HIGH! I dno la zzzz! AND AND I WNA WISH MY DEARDEAR DIDI GOOD LUCK FOR HIS EXAM! U WILL DO WELL ALRIGHT! JIAYOUS AND DUN EMO EMO HOR ): gogogo! Okk! CHAO!

Random.

2010-05-05T20:14:00.001+08:00

Haha okok I am trying out this new blogger software haha lolx! I think I am getting the hang of my motorola milestone le (: super happy I got this phone though bff told me there were newer motorola phone dammit! But I dun regret la! Android is totally cool man!! Kekexx love it love the apps love the games haha! Okok I shall try to blog more! Byebye peeps! Jiayous for your prelims or mid year exams!

long time no post

2010-04-21T16:32:00.002+08:00

hahaa everybody long time no post le
have been really busy doing a lot alot alot of things la!! kekex
THERE IS ONLY 189 DAYS TO OLEVELS AND
LESS THAN A MONTH TO PRELIMS!!
I DIE I DIE I DIE I DIE!
SO MANY THINGS TO STUDY LA!! BOOHOO!!

lolx nothing interesting happening in my life now currently
but i think i lost a great friend that i swear i didnt want to lose haix..
really heartbroken! things cannot return the same way it is suppose.
so bye my trusted friend..
i would never wna lose another friend! it really hurts..

okok and i moving to aunt house le!!
she going overseas haha frrrreee frommmm *** naggings wahahaha
YIPPEEE!! and i am gna be more productive by mugging more lahhx
OR I CMI CAN!!
ERR NAPFA COMING STAMINA DOWN DOWN DOWN
RUNNING TIME IS 14.43 S whatthehell la! its a B a B!
I SUPPOSE THERE GO MY GOLDD!! BYEBYE!.

Nothing going well la RAWR. HAIX
LIFE A SCREW LA. but i realise crying doesnt help anymore..
thanks for friends being there for me I LOVE YOU PEEPS!!
AND ROD COMING I HOPE IT WOULD BE FUN FUN FUN
OKAYS I GTG LE!
DOWNLOADED ANDRIOD BLOGGER ON ME PHONE!
HOPE TO BLOG MORE OFTEN TEEHEE!
i am reealllly falling deeper.. hope to know u more.. i miss you

posting :)

2010-02-25T16:13:00.005+08:00

haha lol.. sorry people long time no post sia!! have been so busy after school had started!

i am sec 4 le ma! soso a lot things to do and study! i really wanna do well and get into a good jc!

wheeee~ so i aint gonna slack like a big pig again lol!

ohhh today is the 4th day of common tests lol.. took alot alot of papers.. head exploding and got bigbig panda eyes le boohoohoo.. nvm la left only physics and i am free from all those miseries!

o levels 3 weeks i think i die le ;x

oo here are some pictures of fooooood... hehe.. THE PANDA ROCK CANDY LOOK SOOOO CUTEEEE!! I wanna go buy more! lol thank you sir chao for introducing that sweet to me!! you rock! ohh and the heart shaped cookie my friend made that for me for valentine! super sweet!! THANK YOOOOU!! and the coolcool potato thingy!!! its called POTATO REVOLUTION! SUPER yummmmy..

OKOk!! YIKANG AND SURESH PLUS RANDOM GUY! what are you doing on my tagboard!! RAWR. hhaha your cute arr want tok, tok on msn ma lol!!! to yikang : haha lol i dno how to check ip address lei psps!!!! haha anne thanks for help me post lol love you loads too and we shall do the engraving soooooon... x3333333 XOXO

CT !

2010-02-23T00:05:00.002+08:00

Mona ~ How long do you plan to NOT use computer ? <: hehees.
Someone hopes to see you at Nationals .

Today lunched w you at KFC !
hohos . slow pig . next time eat faster <:
oh man . :/ hehehes. aiyoh i don't blog le . i haven't study for CT yet .
Bye Bye Mona <:
Love you lots !

sweeeeeeet dreams <:

good nights.

2010-02-17T22:11:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone, i yearn to say goodmorning, but i can't cos it's nights .
I'm here to help mona blog without her knowledge :}
She's a lazy pig who can't be bothered to on her com ,
when it's as easy as 1-2-3 .
and she rather train TT & do homework & watch tv .
geez .
but that's what i like about her .
HAHA !
but sometimes i buaytahan .
always pangseh me when i use com .
i use com so lonely .
): boooohoos !
i dont care . whenever i'm bored i'll sms mona.
so mona don't get to sms xxx .
Mona you know who i'm talking about ah x:
kekes .
don't be silly, xxx won't tell your secrets .
:} chill, lax . haha !

& i miss going out with you .
everyday's been so busy .
I hope you win today's match .
i haven't asked you how was it . :x haha .
against nanyang , good luck ? :} hehees.
tmr i'll ask you ,
hope i'd get to hear "yay we won nanyang !!"
hahah !
;}

awhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . MATH HOMEWORKKKKKK .
and chinese. haha i'm spamming here.
you 1month plus no blog.. zzz .
:P miss you lots !

I'm not her boyfriend fyi .
she's still enjoying single-hood,
where guys jio her everywhr she goes ;}
♥ mona lots .
don't kill me ! :x
muackzxc .

i dno what to say or do anymore..

2010-01-13T20:06:00.006+08:00

hm.. ok i get it i know you are talking about me..

i didnt get angry or anything..

i walked away cos i didnt want to quarrel with you..

i hate quarrelling and fighting..

i knew you were sad.. you were like totally black face and sian diao..

i thot you were upset becos of jake..

so i didnt wna probe abt it to make you feel worst..

i always make this worst so i suggest i should just shut up...

there are so many misunderstandings between us..

nvm since you said it that way i btr dun say much le..

i dun wan things to get worst..

hm and you have alot of ppl by your side ok...

you click so well with the ppl so near you..

what u wan me to do?.. barge in and tok to them too..

you get close to ppl easily but i dun..

i am diff from you... i not such a sociable person..

whatever i dun wan care le..

and i nv think i was impt to you at all..

the way u totally ignored us happily talking to the others...

i realised u didnt even need me.. i thot u were contented with the others being there with you..

i just feel invisible and i thot why should i even be there...

i know you just wna make more friends ok..

do it your way..

i happy? you dunno how i feel la..

from sec three onwards you were that way already..

but things just start getting worst everyday...

i dun think i can say anything..

as long you happy can le..

just seeing you smile can le..

i changed and you changed too..

okok i stay out of your problems le ba..

I AM SORRY T.T

to a friend i cherish alot..

staying away is ending your misery.

sorry for hurting you if i did..

and this post is abt how i really feel..

i really dunno what to do.. haix

maybe i am the one spoiling your life..

i wished u didnt meet me..

i am just an idiot..

my malaysia trip

2009-12-28T21:26:00.008+08:00

haha hey peeps i am back from malaysia le!!

i went to alot of places!!

1st- GENTING!!

2nd- PERAK

3rd- CAMERON HIGHLAND

4th- KUALA LUMPUR

5th- MALAKA

these are the pictures in order wheeee~

enjoy lalalala..

and sry i didnt specify me no time.. psps

MeeeRRY cHristMas!!

2009-12-16T13:55:00.005+08:00

hahaha long time no post le.. i lazy can..
in the holiday slacking mood.. watching tv, playing, eating, sleeping, talking, walking..
ok dno what crap i talking abt la.. so dumb who dun do that right?? LOL
hm i uploaded some pictures of SHINEE!!
SO SHINEE FANS CAN ENJOY!!
OPEN YOUR EYES BIGBIG TO LOOK!!
THEY ARE ALL SOOoo CUTE!! I LOVE THEM!! WHEeee~
BUT THEN THE ONE I LOVE the most is JONG HYUN!!
so psps alot of his pictures la!!
why ppl say he look like dinosaur?
where got where got? sad la..
he so cute la..

okok.. back to reality..
i miss all my friends srsly...
i wna go back school lol..
but i haven do finish my hw gosh!!
how lei?? i better start doing le..
and BTW i going overseas this sunday 20/12/09
will be back on CHRISTMAS i suppose HOHOHOHO...

andand TMR i going out with ANNELISA!!
excited to meet her man..
we are gna watch a movie..
better be a nice movie!!!
hm but we haven decided on a location..
meet up then decide ba..
i think i nt going trng tmr ba..
my hand hurts i injured it..
damned the stupid window la!!
i dno how long den it would cure..
PAINPAIN!! my body full of injuries la.. grrrr

okok nothing to say le
BYEEEEeeee..
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!
IN ADVANCED!!
HAVE A HAPPYHAPPY CHRISTMAS COS IT SUPPOSED TO JOYIOUS?
how to spell arr?? nvm you ppl get it can le..
haha my text is in christmas colours!! cool

to you the one i will cherish

2009-11-28T14:34:00.002+08:00

heys sorry for what i said ytd..
thats not what i meant.. you are my best friend and melrose is too..
i love you too okok...
i mean we are good friends but we arent close...
i dunno why.. there is this gap between us...
i just thot i should let you know..
i dun like to lie abt my feelings...
and i really dunno you too well...
i kinda feel like distant to you...
though i really care a lot about you
sorry i didnt mean to hurt you by saying that...

i wont runaway from you..
i will always be there for you and i mean it..
no matter what!!
and you are not a lousy friend can!! T.T
you are perfect in my eyes..
and i have already learnt to love your flaws
and try to understand you...
i am not the immature girl anymore that selfishly thinks for herself...
i try to feel how you feel sometimes..

sry for always being like a small kid all the time..
being so petty and mean to you at times..
i am really sry... i will change and make sure
i wont make you sad anymore...
and i know what u treat me as kkays..
i will always remember that!!!..
so dont be sad kkays...
i will always be here for you girl!!..
ALWAYS!! X333
LOVE YOU LOADS AND LOADS...
haha dun sad la...
and hope you throw all your troubles away...
so young yet so fan nao aiyo...

ALAMAK psps i so naggy...
byebye enjoy your holiday...
toodles hehe

"O" levels chinese

2009-11-10T19:24:00.002+08:00

yaye finally the o levels chinese is OVER!!

gREAT man i can finally relax alittle haha

feeling so damn tired..

hm dno whether tmr got remedial or not sian..

wa woke up quite early today..

reached school at 7 plus ba when to check for my seat..

wth la row 5 1st person so scary sitting infront..

the hall got so many ppl la..

the atmosphere was kinda tense and cold [air-con]

my hands were freezing man..

and got a super BIG clock on the screen so cOol..

next yr o levels is really gna be much scarier i suppose..

i btr start studying hard to build up my foundation

results so sucky los :x damn it CRAP

hm but nvmnvm i an gna slack first haha..

maybe going to play maple ba..

tOodles peeps

pet shop

2009-11-05T21:01:00.006+08:00

oo Haha today was totally fun man..

OK maybe not haha..

woke up really really early went for stupid chinese remedial totally waste time la..

grrr.. hate it but oh well no harm

slacked the whole lesson

after the remedial me and meryln couldnt decide what to eat haha

here comes along qin si hehe we ate long john silvers

fattening sia.. but nvmnvm i exercised i went swimming just came back.

and i dun feel too well sobs.. but i will take care of my health lalala...

ohh we went to pet shop to look for part time job but

it was filled oh NO!! BUT NVM

THE PETS WERE VERY CUTE!!!

RABBITS! HAMSTERS! CHINCILLA! GUNIEA PIGS LALA..

omg there was this male guniea pig that was really horny..

so digusting i dun wan elaborate zzz.. stupid.. bully all the females..

BADBAD EVIL!!

yea there are some pictures!!

new blogskin!!

2009-11-03T18:21:00.003+08:00

haha.. SEESEE!! I changed my blogskin le :) yeah

sososo much nicer and i gna put a nice picture of myself there soon..

Soon!! but i dno when la.. LOL

I am going to add some music too lol..

Alot of things i wna cos my blog looks kinda dull i think..

waa.. today is the day i start playing maple LOL..

cant imagine right this is the 1st time...

i feel so noob killing all those cute things.. whatever they are called..

i am playing for my friends can..

ohhhh ya.. went to school today.. boring chinese.. RAWR

anne, meryln and qinsi plus me.. we ate chocolates in class can..

FAT! i tell you.. but I LOVELOVE chocolates.. yummie..

didnt study much..

just chatting abt what we gna do during the hols..

SWIMMING!! YIPPEE

hm went to sumo to eat haha..

QINSI so claimed house.. suits him yaa..

ate some salmon teriyaki.. i should take pictures..

brighten up the blog!!

ppl visit ya..

BUH BYES..

dead

2009-11-02T12:46:00.000+08:00

OK ok.. I shall listen to annelisa and post post abt my boring life..
It seriously boring ok..
Today is the start of the school hols..
AND i really had a great time ytd..
Long story shall not tok abt it..

I think i shall change my blogskin its ugly!!
OMg and i am gna be real busy this whole week..
Remedial remedial more remedial :( sobs..
But at least i can see my friends..

Hm oh no and o levels chinese is coming already crap howhow?
I dno how to study sia.. Grrrr.. Heck la!! :P
Alamak and i need to exercise.. Getting fat!! like pig..
I shall roller blade...
Hope my knee injury doesnt come back..
Its killing poor me..
Keep limping everywhr..
Need to see a doctor soon soon!!

EH okok bye ppl.. who actually visits this dead town..
Love you annelisa<3..
Hope you always stay happy with your bf..
Wanna see you smile smile.. not SULK SULK..
ToOdles..

sad.

2009-09-05T21:33:00.000+08:00

hm... i feel so invisible..
so invisible to my friends..
now i know i just mean nothing at all..
just really veryvery upset now...
haix.. dunno what to say..
crying alone while your laugh and smile away...
maybe your will think i am unreasonable..
i dun care anymore already...
just treat i am not there anymore...
bye..

2009-08-09T23:05:00.000+08:00

MONATAYYY!
CHEER UP KAE! :DDDD
THINK ABOUT AFTER CA2 :DDDDDD
for now. Just keep mugging at your fast pace.:x
I BELIEVE EU CAN DO IT! (:
&& i believe eu can overcome your prbs, yeah?
So jiayous for common test.
Hope i can jiayou too! so let's just jiayou together!
and heal that knee of yours~ (:
GOODNIGHTS :D

;;melrosee.

I dont get it..

2009-07-31T18:46:00.000+08:00

Life has just been sad.. really really sad..
My family go fighting fighting the whole day...
Common tests are coming real soon...
I am feeling so confused abt everything...

Hm i know someone hates me real lot deep down..
But i dont think i did anything wrong..
What did i do??
I am separating them?
I did things purposely?
I get angry for no reason?
She avoids him cause of me?
Why is it my fault?
Have you ever thought for me in my shoes...

Fine you can think i am selfish or whatever..
But my conscience is clear..
I did not do anything at all...
I hurt her?? But did you know what she did to me?
And now people blames me..

I keep asking her to go to go...
I keep asking.. But she didnt wanna go...
What am i suppose to do?
That game? I didnt stop her from going!
I persuaded her Haix.. but nvm I have nothing else to say..
Whatever you think so be it...

I gave up!!
If i hurt you i am sorry..
Just take it as it is all my fault...
I am always the one in the wrong..
I am sorry i tried to treat you the same but i cant anymore..
Now.. it gets worst..
I dun wan to care anymore girl..
Do what you want alright..
I just wanna run away..
Run from all these problems..
i never wanted you to know how i feel..
Later people think i pushing it too far..
Times has changed now..

I know if you read this..
You would hate me even more..
But sorry if i have offended you in anyway..
I wont blame you as you are protecting your friend..
I know how its like...

bye.

2009-07-18T18:27:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. I am so disappointed with you... TERRIBLY!!
Everything is ruined...
You ruined the friendship i had for you...

You know why i didnt pei you everytime cos i knew you wanted to be with them..
I knew from the bottom of my heart..
But then you pushed it too far today..

Everything's crushed!! ...
Lost! Missing!
LIES!! What? "they can nv replace you"
It was all lies.. i have no idea why i believed...

I already told you what i was gonna do today..
I arranged everything, planned it properly..
Was so eager to see that smile on your face..
The happiness you felt...

But.. you chose them...
And you didnt even bother telling me...
Am i really that small to you..
OK they planned it for you then you go..
Then whatever i do also not important...
Ok now i know how much i mean to you...
You can just erase my name from your mind...
JUst erase..

Things will never be the same ever and ever again..
You changed to someone i dont even know anymore...
I dont recognise you... You changed so fast...
I thot i could find you back someday..
I assured myself... But no..

Hm i hope you would never ever read this..
Even if you read it pretend you dunno..
Maybe you will think i am unreasonable or anything..
But i tolerated too much already..
I dont want to be taken for advantage.. T.T ...
Maybe you are just happier with them..
They are all over your mind...
Your blog.. everywhere everytime!!..
I dont have a place in your heart already..

I am sorry... this is just too much!!
I wish you happiness with them all the time..
Have fun.. enjoy yourself to the fullest..
Hope you dont feel offended...
Thanks for being my best friend..
AND bye to the old you..
I loved you.. T.T
ANd thanks for giving me a wonderful time...
I will just remember all the happy times together...
sorry..

BYEBYE didi for two weeks :(

2009-06-13T19:10:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not posting for quite long i suppose..

Kinda been busy with stuffs yup...

Today i went to the airport..

But i was not the one flying :( ..

It was my didi.. sobs..

He was going to Taiwan for training..
Poor thing la.. 2 weeks..

Damn it.. I WILL MISS HIM.. T.T

I hope he will have a nice time there

and when he returns he will have super skills..

Tra lalala~ I LOVE YOU MAN!!! JIAYOUS K...

I cant wait for your return on 27 June..

See you then bro!!

enjoy the pictures i taken :)

ice cream fever lols

2009-06-01T17:14:00.000+08:00

haha just changed my blogskin lol..

it looks damn cute right??!!..

OMG i totally agree haha...

i suddenly got ice cream fever!!..

been spamming on ice cream YUMMY!!..

I am the ICE CREAM MONSTER!!..

CHOMP

CHOMP...

ohh.. yaa.. and i am dying..

dying for the ICE CREAM PHONE!!..

there a picture up there..

tatas... hope you like my

SWWEEET..

post!!..

lalalala~

2009-05-17T16:13:00.000+08:00

hahas yeah finally the exams are over lalala~
i am so damn happy..
i mugged really hard for those days...
hope i can do well hahas... i dun ask for much just all pass can le :)
ehh.. after my exams.. hm..i didnt do much..

slacked at home.. watch comedies.. sms sms...
o.o oh ya on wednesday hahas i went for HIP-HOP...
omg it was damndamn fun with meryln, jo and jeslynn...
totally AWESOME!!!!..
but i was kinda too slow...
grrr.. so embarrassing la...
jo said:" you still turning when people turn finish already" OOPS..
hehe.. alamak.. stress la the dance steps so complicated.. hard to dance la LOL...
but i enjoyed thanks to JO wonderful recommendation..

on thurday... training day.. totally SIAN!!!
i dun really like table tennis anymore.. i dislike it cos of YOU!!..
confidential... its a secret.. hm training a drag...
but i got no choice i still have to go..
sad sad sad.. i have to bear with it for a long long time still :( ...
thinking of it.. but i got really cool friends in table tennis..
I LOVE YOU PEOPLE<33..

on friday... hm.. my mood was kinda ruin...
so sad so heartbroken... so disapointed in myself..
i just couldnt do anything right... T.T
BUT thank god its over... i want you to know i love you hehe...
tra lalala~

SATURDAY.. was tuition day...
slacked there..
at night had a little clearing up with my bestest most BELOVED ANNELISA..
SORRY for everything i have to done to you...
i want you to know i care for you..
i may be insensitive at times but bear with me..
give me some time..
i would never leave you alright.. never ever.. you are always in my heart :) ..
and please dun say those mean things le.. heart pain los

sunday...
TOTALLY... VERY SLACK...
BORED YAWNS SLEEPING TIME AGAIN.... byeeeeee...

my good friday

2009-04-12T18:39:00.000+08:00

stylo huh?

12 movie tickets

the arcade

the lion huggable i wanted OMG

fish manhattan market restaurant

[lunching]

FREE FOOD NO IDEA WHY.

being invited in... lalala

this is how i celebrated my good friday hahas

i watched a movie and lunched with my family hahas

i shall not elaborate...

OMG i want that lion huggable sobs T.T...

okok byes

table tennis rocks

2009-04-08T16:47:00.001+08:00

whole girls team.. see those medals

waiting to collect our YUMMY medals XP

random team picture

OMG i present the B division girls.. ROCK ON!!

stressed up me... lousy huh? T.T

whole boys team [ SHUAI ]..

REACHING for that gold medal.. seems so far gosh ==''

HAHA oh ya these are pictures for the zonials...

i kinda copied them lols XP... MEMORIES...

I love my table tennis team so much...

It rocks totally man...we loook strong lalala....

correct correct?? WE faired really well..

so cool looking.. i not boasting hor..

ps: for being so random hahas lols.. anyway no one will see de la..

ugh i am so sad

2009-04-04T19:32:00.000+08:00

after reading your blog i feel terrible..

my heart is breaking...

why have you got to think that way..

whywhywhy??

am i really not a friend to you??

den what am i too you all these times...

haiz.. i feel so dejected...

i will never forget about you...

or ever leave you..

i swear to GOD...

i hope you are feeling better after you read this....

I LOVE YOU LOADS OKAY...

YOU will forever be my best bud...

there is always a space in my heart for you...

cheer up girl!! ...

i am here..

and you have so many friends

by you...

OKAY???

My grandma birthday...

2009-04-03T16:46:00.000+08:00

hahas... sorry no post for so long le..

last saturday was me grandma bday.. hahas and and EARTHDAY..

I LOVE MOTHER EARTH LOADS AND LOADS.. WHO BULLY ARR!! IN TROUBLE HOR..

was quite fun la.. we ordered lots of food man..

so delicious ps ar i forget take pic of food.. too happy eating liao le... lalala..

i eat till like pig eat till cant eat anymore... lie on the ground...

ya den cutting cake ceremony.. MY GRANDMA is officially 74 years old !! WHEE...

old liao le wor.. shhh... dun tell her..

cake lychee flavour... SWEET... make me so hyper... JUMP JUMP..

I am A freaking SWEETOOTH ZOMG...

8.30 arrived.. lights off... candles on... ugh stupid me no take picture again.. Zzzz..

so damn nice la.. the ambience..

den the little kids run here run there with their party poppers..

POP pop POP pop POP..

driving me mad... GRRR... RAWR...

den whistle whistle.. noisy...

Earth day.. STILL ADD TO NOISE POLLUTION..

i really wanted to scream..

I was screaming inside my heart...

But nvm didnt wanna spoil the night lols..

KIndhearted me xP...

i dedicate this wonderful song i create to Mother EARTH:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.. and i love you more and more..

HAPPY Birthday HAPPY Birthday... lalalalalala...

I LOVE YOU WHOOTS... ******

ps arr.. i forget the lyrics le oops.. copyrighted hor dun copy...

BYES.. i gotta go le... WHEeeeeeeeeeee.........................

2009-04-01T22:23:00.000+08:00

hello ! here to help u post la .
so nice rite me .
nvr post for myself,
post for u leh ;3
hahax. love you alot la !
:D
dont be sad or what ok .. :3 dont be toooooooooooooooooo noob too , hahah !
:3 lalal .
6662 = mona
6662 = noob >.>
interesting fact horx ?
knew it a long long time ago . hahah .
:3 decided to tell u all now !
wheee
so super duper sorry
monday nvr go see u all run D:
lolx . gave u support in my head har :3
anyways i know i know u wont angry at me one rite ?
:D hehehx .
mona i love u i love u i love u
as a best best best best best best best frend !
ALL THE BEST IN EVERYTHING U DO ! :D
Y , annelisa.

hahas...

2009-03-12T20:34:00.000+08:00

Lets continue from the previous post hahas...
OH ya the cute little boy here the picture hahas lols...

its above hahas... cute right omg..

hahas i also went out with lynette hahas...

lols orelse she complain i no spend time with her wor...
have to keep some contact los...

i dun wanna lose a good friend hahas

oh ya and i mentioned the zonials right??

we won 3rd hahas... so pro so pro right hahas...

ya.. den currently we are playing nationals...

there a picture of some of my team members hahas....

i love nan hua table tennis team... hahas...

o.o i dunno what to say liao hahas...

i am getting use to 306 le...

people in 306.. only 1 word to describe..

FRIENDLY!!!..

hahas... BUHBYES...

Its been long...

2009-02-08T16:45:00.001+08:00

O.o sorry i didnt post for a very long time le...
i got reasons for not posting...
So now i am going to start posting again...
hm i am very upset by that nhhs ger...
I dunno what or she wants to do but i dun give a damn anymore..
and now who the hell is zbt...... i cant remember the number.. is it another spammer.. haiz...

Oh well nvm...
I shall start from Chinese New year hahas..
wa had a great time visiting... ate a lot... hahas...
i need to lose some weight gosh fat!!!
Oh no... zzzz.... hm.. yeah i collected lots of red packets...
hm about a total of 400 over dollars :) ..
but it was quite little compared to less year..
i bet it was because of reccession..
The recession is getting worst and Singapore is getting affected very badly.. Haiz... Nvm ...

And about school now...
hahas everything is going well i love 306 loads... having a great time together..
but kinda disappointed in someone... i shall not elaborate... sad T.T ...
I dun wanna think so much about it...
Hm yeah and there is a lot of tests..
test almost everyday.. sleeping very late... ugly panda eyes zzz...
And i am having zonials competition now..
Quite scary currently nanhua high b division school has knocked out 3 schools ya...
we are playing against nanyang girls and unity sec on monday... scary...

And ytd hahas i went to my aunt's terrace house for visting...
It was a nice place, perfect ambience and so cozy ...
Hm slacking around eating and watching tv...
And being disturbed by my freaking cousin..
He is a total idiot... keep irritating me...
calling me what goldfish... lols... quite lame arr him..
make me so pissed la.. i sms he also must say...
Aiya idiotic can le la... !!! .. zzz...
And there was this cute little boy keep running around the house claiming that he was spiderman...
He said :" I am spiderman... wee... flying up and down ".. no link right..
I think he was talking about batman teehees...
got pictures of him but quite lazy to post...

Oh i goottaa le... byes ppl...
i will try to post more regularly
If i have the time hahas...
SEE YOUR THEN... tag me ....
and spammers go away!! Shoo..

Boring!!

2009-01-07T19:17:00.000+08:00

Eh school is quite a bore..

The lessons are so dry.. haiz...

Nothing really fun..><

And there is maths everyday...

So i pray had that i will pass my maths...

Hm but mr koh was quite funny hahas...

I enjoy his teaching alot...

Adds joy and laughter to the class...

And i hate hw....

Eh i got nothing else to say...

Back to hw i guess...

And btw I MISS 207 LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS...

bUT i love 306 loads hahas....

buhbyes... hope that 207 ppl will all meet up again...

oh ya my blog would probably be dead hahas...

1st day at school

2009-01-02T16:56:00.000+08:00

Hm the 1st day of school... ehh.. okay la... started normal...
Teacher was choosing people for the class comittee... it was so damn boring hahas.... nobody wanted to volunteer.. i think shy ba... i think 306 would be great hahas... its quite a funny class...
i miss 207 though...

Yup had class bonding played whacko hahas... i was hit last... i tell your.. i blur blur one... dun even know who is who so paise.. turn here turn there... :x.. everything was just completely confusing... fortunately it ended soon enough hahas...

Still play other games la.. but super stupid de... but blow wind blow was kinda fun hahas.. i always got a seat though... but quite exciting... i think 306 bonded quite quickly.. hope things will be much more fun in 306... hahas love you ppl in 306... it rocks...

Eh i would get a picture of my class definitely when the time comes... hahas...
hm damn monday have to bring so many books to school gosh so heavy haiz... hahas ltr my bag tear one big hole arr... choi choi touchwood man.. sorry random arr...

replies to tags:
weixiang: haha lols... ><>

debbie: you arr lame lei.. so exxagerating.. dun look like me meh?? okay actually really dont look like me i so ugly de.. :x

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2009-01-01T14:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!

O.o school starting tmr le lei.. i dunno whether should be happy or sad hahas... happy cos i can see my friends... sad cos i need to get back to those slogging days... waking up early. lots of hw... etc.... haiz...

Wa the 1st day of new year... i had to go praying and praying then went to chinatown to buy CNY STUFFS zzz... just reached home... waiting for the damn timetable to come out zzz... so slow... ltr i still wanna go relax a little maybe sleep hahas...

Haiz... dunno what to say le... wish everyone a good year!!! Be happy and stay healthy always hahas.... see your tmr...

replies to tags...

lynette: hey i didnt grow fatter hahas lols... i just checked my weight :)

anne: o.o hahas better stop playing so much of audi school start le... and miss you too hahas.. see you tmr...

yanx: hahas nvm its okay... i wont take it to heart..

weixiang: its me still ma!! wear contacts still look like me ma... and wa scolding ppl on my blog arr??

jiawei: hahas lols.. no la..

long post...

2008-12-28T19:52:00.000+08:00

Gosh i am sorry.. Its been a long time since i posted... A lot of things happen yeah... hm...

Yeah during the days i didnt post... I went for chalets, organised a bbq party in my house eh... went for a wedding dinner of my uncle :).. hahas been very busy yeah...

My chalet... was okay... normal.. hm... went to escape.. played bowling.. oh ya and i ice skated too hahas lols.. i fell down till my back hurts t.t... lucky now not very pain le. during chalet some people got emotional problems.. shall not elaborate.. after all i kinda enjoyed the whole chalet.. Sorry i forget some interesting details.. my memory lousy...

Oh ya.. the BBQ party.. my daddy invited a few coaches.. hm my coach( wu jiao lian ), my

brother maurice coach( zhang jiao lian ), my youngest brother coach ( pei jiao lian )... and got more coaches i forget the names.. on the day christmas eve.. it rained cats and dogs.. so the party not very successful had to bbq indoors... but it was quite a crowd... the food was good.. and i enjoyed playing WII with the rest hahas....

And lastly the wedding dinnner.. it was my uncle norman wedding.. hahas his wife is super duper gorgeous.. and i tell you.. my mum dolled me up for the wedding dinner gosh... so embarrassed la... make me wear until so nice... i feel like a barbie doll hahas.. seriously dun feel like me... hm.. got some pictures... your see for yourself ba.. felt uncomfortable the whole night lols.. keep pulling and pulling :x.. i am happy that it is over..

Kays i gotta go liao ppl... and sorry anne.... sorry... should have told you... make you get scolded.. sorry... hope you enjoyed your christmas... I missed you loads hope to see you soon... AND i wanna wish everyone a happy new year.. blessed with loads of luck, love and good results!!!.. buhbyes.... whee...

2008-12-24T17:19:00.000+08:00

HELLO MONA TAY. so long since u update. :D

i help u update a little bit :D
your blog abit re nao ar.
lol~
sian. that day after chalet u nvr tell me u go mrs lee.
make me miss.
make my mummy scold me
rawr. :P
haiz. siansian.
CELEBRATE x'mas tmr! ^^
<3 s you,

Merry X'mas,
your beloved :D

my cousin back..

2008-12-13T17:15:00.000+08:00

Eh my cousin returned to Singapore le... finally... after like 10 months...
I missed her like hell.... when i saw her i really gave her a big teddy bear hug...
I couldnt recognise her man... she is so damn pretty i tell you... so mature looking too..
Her hair so long.. somemore highlighted.. damn nice... and she grew taller too...
hAIz.. sad i didnt get a picture of her... but i will soon... will post it.. show your a chiobu...
yupps.. byesbyes.... love you people loads... celeste hope to meeet up soon x) and yuning, nicole, vengyan.. and all my primary school friends...

Life at home..

2008-12-12T11:15:00.000+08:00

I can tell you people holidays are freaking boring man... I hate holidays... Though can slack everyday.. Haiz... i rather go school.. I really want to keep myself busy to forget stuffs that i dun wanna think about..

MY DAILY ROUTINE.....

9.15-10.30--------------------- watch tv x)

10.30-11----------------------- train a little

11 to who knows what time----- play computer

7 to idk what time-------------- watch tv

11 or more--------------------- be a pig sleep though i cant really sleep t.t

there it continues and continues... eat sleep then play.. eat sleep then play... i tell you dont grow... unimaginable.. i gotta exercise more than eat those junk food... zzz... and try to forget about unhappy stuffs.. heal from it... try to become who i really am again... i will take sometime....

sorry this is a very lame post... i very damn bored now... at least my post better than anne de... hehe.. yaye.. feel proud of myself... erm.. i gotta go.. do my tuition work... what a pain... and i miss my friends a hell lot... see your in chalet... oops and i miss training too god knows why... maybe i need exercise badly.. I've become a big fat lazy pig

An interesting poem

2008-12-09T13:35:00.000+08:00

I found this poem somewhere and i realise that it is very interesting...

Title: Silent Scream

Outside, you see me smiling

And floating through each day,

A little tired, a little thin,

But overall okay.

But you dont hear my anguished thoughts

Which surface every night.

They plague me, haunt me, torment me

Till i am too weak to fight.

And so, next day i come to school

With deeply shadowed eyes.

I smile, i laugh and speak on cue,

Living a pack of lies.

A silent scream echoes inside,

Reaction to my lie

Till with no warning, it erupts

And i crumble down and cry

Come find me, help me, make me stop

No! Keep out, go away!

For if you come, i've no control

Over the words i say

Cant you hear my silent scream

Decipher what i hide?

So come and ask me what is wrong,

Come sit by my side

Help me!

I dont know what i want

I've lost my guiding light

Please hold me, let me cry and say

Somehow you will make it right

Perhaps deep down i know what's wrong

What keeps me up awake

What is the source of my tears

And ever-there headache

But not yet can i face it,

Or maybe i just wont.

Please, someone, help me understand

God only knows i dont

PS: the poem is so freaking meaningful man... i loved it loads... so cool.... sounds so real and true...

Marina Barrage....

2008-12-07T10:06:00.000+08:00

this is my visit to the marina barrage after the walk...

cuz too lazy that's why post more pic then words... hahas

Our walk

2008-12-07T09:53:00.000+08:00

Yo sorry arr very long never post le... here are some pictures of my walk from mount faber to hort park... firstly we thought it was going to be like 5 hours long... end up not even 1 hour... what stupid exercise lols... but it was quite fun... got a really really long bridge.. actually i have much more pictures... but too lazy post... hahas... i advise your should visit there one day....

Baking cookies hahas....

2008-11-28T10:20:00.000+08:00

Sorry its been a long time since i've post... kinda been into baking hahas.... its fun you know... i learn a lot from it... and... i ate a lot too... baking cookies is cheap too... all you need to buy is butter and the mixture los... but it takes up a hell lot of time man... zzz... i took about 3 hours to bake 2 packets of cookies... but it was worth the while...

My family members really loved them... especially my brothers so fast eat finish le... never leave for me... so sad... i do until so tired... all thanks to my best friend den i got to such hands on... thanks to her... she is damn pro everything also know to cook or make lols... ytd she even baked chocolate cake... it was quite delicious afterall...

Yeah besides baking these few days nothing special really happened... so i shall go liao... zoom.. but i gotta an idea.. I feel like selling cookies hehe :x.. quite impossible huh??.. nvm.. just take it that i didnt say anything....

what a long day...

2008-11-22T16:46:00.000+08:00

O.o ... ytd... went out with anne, lynette and yunmin to jurong point... i was kinda late...

den reach there saw ym and anne there waiting for me.. felt so bad make them wait... sorry arr...

then they say i look like auntie lols??whats wrong with wearing 3/4 skinnies?? really look like auntie meh?? nvm bahhs.. so i suggested we watched a movie since nothing much to do ma... and they wanted to watch madagascar 2... which i watched already... i wanted to watch the beverly chihuahuas... t.t .. nvm majority wins ba...

yeah.. so we had some food then go watch movie le... bought popcorns sweet and salty plusplus... eh chips... plus one big cup of iced lemon tea... wa.. the movie was terribly funnny as usual though i watched it twice... laugh until stomach pain... movie ended...

went shopping... i dun wanna elaborate too too lazy hahas :x...

So important...

2008-11-15T16:48:00.000+08:00

i dunno my feelings now...

i felt that i am never important to anyone in my life before...

never ever before...

i dun even know whether is this a good thing or a bad thing...

why is this so??..

is it because of who am i?..

i am so confused...

no matter what i do... i just cant replace some people...

i hate it...

i dun wan to care anymore..

i just wanna be myself...

no one gonna stop me from being who i am...

and i am never going to my hide my feelings anymore...

i will show it out...

i will be someone i wanna be...

i am determined!!

people who dont cherish...

i wont cherish you either...

get lost!!

another day :)

2008-11-09T21:05:00.000+08:00

Hahahas it is another great day... having much more fun these days... woke up early and it was rather cold... went for a wonderful breakfast and went home to watch some shows... yeah while playing with those bubbles... my brother can officially blow the biggest bubble man.. i huff and puff and huff and puff.. still cannot los T.T.. my bubble super pathetic :x... i didnt wanna take a photo of it so embarrassing hehe.. i am sure a failure..

Oh yaa and then we went to singapore sports school to see my younger brother, the one above play his quarter finals for his table tennis competition... wa... super exciting la.. my brother is pro can... play until so well.. i think i play forever also cant get into quarter finals... ><>

While watching my brother play, we were cheering so loud for him... damn stressful.. players all so good.. my mummy see until so kan-chiong.. very funny :x... i could tell that my brother was real nervous man... his hands were like frozen.. my mum so worried he couldnt win... but he won!!!! YEAH.. WU LEI WU LEI WU LEI WU LEI.. hahas... yeah now he top 4 top 4 le whoots... i love you man brother <33>

Eh i think i better stop crapping le... buhbyes... i miss you all<33...>

my trip to the carnival

2008-11-08T20:37:00.000+08:00

today is a very very fun day man.. i had really lots of fun hahas... i went to a carnival that was organised by my best friend's mother company... firstly i thought it was gonna be really boring but no i was wrong...

when we got there we did some fishing.. zzz kinda lame but but it was like walking down the frothy memory lane hehe.. yeah then i had damn gastrics... T.T so pain... yeah so settle down a bit to eat a little...

wow there were so many things and games... there were bungee jump, game stalls, laser quest, ice-cream stall, teh tarik stall, food stalls, macdonalds party, wii corner.. eh etc etc hahas... had a really great time playing all these stuffs...

eh we even did airbrush tattoo... the pictures are in top.. take a look.. nice rite??><>

and i LOVED!!!! the WII corner the most man... wii is so fun... i was playing the sonic table tennis game man... super duper lots of fun... hahas... but there was this little boy he was hogging the controls... and he dun like me play los.. i waited about 1 hr for my turn man T.T.. but it as worth it.. i played fencing too... fun... i really wanna ask my parents to buy the wii machine... i wan i wan....

after all there is only one word to describe this carnival!!!! F.U.N... hahas i gotta go liao.. buhbyes... i will update.. and make sure my blog is undead like the class blog.. and people pls kindly tag :)

disappointed and angry

2008-11-08T10:22:00.000+08:00

i think you wont know why i am angry and disappointed in you bah...

there is a reason...

i know you are trying to control your smses...

but is it really that hard to reply me...

i am not asking for much

i waited all day for your reply...

all day for you to come online...

but no you never ever speak to me...

i dread waiting... but i dunno why i waited...

i also dunno why i keep controlling my smses for you...

haix.. so be it....

since i am like nothing in your eyes...

good luck in saving your smses...

hope you dont bao....

hope you even read this... busy person....

most miserable day of my life...

2008-11-05T11:58:00.000+08:00

Nthing seems to be getting right these days.. I never feel happy... But i never really felt sad....

Haiz... but ytd was kinda sad... I had school training in Toa Payoh Safra.. from 2 to 5 pm... Ya den my coach was like angry or what with me and twinnie.. cos we didnt attend the sunday training... ps: the coaches suck like big time.. immature idiots... And ltr coach came to train with me.. I dunno whether he was trying to attack me back... he teach this criss-cross step.. it was freaking hard can... make me run from one end to another... Sweat like crazy man...

Yeah... but the HAPPY thing was i made it to the first table during the school training... I loved the feeling :)).. Soon trainind ended i was supposed to meet my youngest brother .. We took a shower and walked toward the central unfortunately it started raining.. and we had to buy damn instant noodles from the lan shop... as we had trainin at 7pm... So unlucky.. i was so down...

Was smsing.... but soon it spoiled my mood too... I am so upset with this person... Then my youngest brother went for his training.. and i met up with my second brother... then he started training.. i was just sitting there practically for an hour doing plain nothing.. den my asshole brother and hir friend dunno call kyros.. or whatever la.. paired me up with this little boy... I feel so despised.. my brother worked with his damn friend to laugh and joked at me... I feel so inferior.. like they were so good what rights did they had to look down on me.. i wanted to break down so badly...

So i left the place... i went to lounge... cried to myself... i felt terrible... i couldnt believe my brother would rather side an outsider than me... my heart seriously hurt... and when i broke the news to my dad he scolded them... they didnt even apologised to me... they did even know what they did wrong... they just said i was cried because i lost..what shit is this... i was totally upset..my parent gave my brother a scolding and he still dont think he did anything wrong... I am having cold war with him.. i dunno what to say to him man... I HATE HIM!!!..

this is a message for you: Ya.. and just to tell you... you werent there for me always during my down times... you just practically ignored that message... i totally lost hopes in you already... I thought you would always be there for me.. i think i am just stupid to think that way...i hope you know who you are... thats what you called .... i get it..shattered

THE DAY OUT WITH MY MUM AND FRIENDS

2008-11-02T10:15:00.000+08:00

BIG APOLOGY TO FIONA : I AM SO SORRY I COULDNT MAKE IT TO UR B'DAE PARTY

I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SORRY..... HOPE YOU ENLIGHTENED ME T.T ...

On that very day, my mum was on leave and ya she brought me and my brothers out... plus my best friend mum, best friend and her sister.... It was very very fun... We went to Far East Plaza as our 1st destination to buy clothings and shoes, stuffs that i really want... There were so many things i didnt noe what i want... End up i only bought shoes... I bought 3 pairs only... Cos i didnt fancy any clothes... Oh ya.. and i found a jacket i loved like hell but my mummy din allow me to buy t.t.. What a pity!!

Yeah then we wondered around Orchard Area... Bought lots of stuffs... My brother even had a haircut and he bought a new specs... Changed his image... Looked much more handsome :) Hahas.. Eh then we had a lovely lovely lunch... Enjoyed it very much.. but because my teeth.. it was kinda torturing.. stupid rubber bands thingi T.T... but i still ate a lot... growing fat that why i hate holidays... i better control my diet...

O.o and then we decided to go for a movie... My mum and the others wanted to watch " The Coffin" but i objected... i hate scary shows.. i would get nightmares de... so we kinda had a little quarrel... so i decided to watch High School Musical 3 with debbie and the rest watched The Coffin...

Woah... HSM3 was really very nice to watch... The songs were very nice too... I just totally loveeeed... the movie hahas... I like the songs very much... Catchy.. and zac and grabriella were so loving... so romantic... sad they had to go to diferent colleges... but they are only 33 miles away... they can just meet each other... how sweet right :)) I loved the ending...

After the 2 hours show... we went for dinner... whoots... we ate at Great World City.. This place called CZ.ZAR... its just sum local chinese dishes... yummmy though... yeah after the dinner we had more and more shopping hahas.... was really tired by then so didnt have the mood to buy anything... DEN it was HOME SWEET HOME<33>

Kays people... i gotta go already... Love you all muacks<33>

2008-10-29T11:30:00.000+08:00

&& i'm here to post once again! {: hahah. just rmb bout e results stuff. GOSH man. GOSH GOSH GOSH man.
i dnt.. wna go collect O:
sianned.
geeex.haix.
i ate grapes {:
its nice.
hees.
abit random but yeah ._.
my mouse is yellow! O: and small & cute.
ahaha.
abit verh random ._.
anways i love my psp O:
heehs.
its covered in army green skin with a cute pic at e side :X
i wna change e skin ><" looks so weird O: sorry for being so very random :D heehs. i gna go off com ler! i love you alots, miss you alot, wna hug you alot, and ._. yeah. mmmuacks! :D hees. this is e last blog i'm visiting O: heehs. BYEBYE! {: Y, annelisa.

sch is finally over...

2008-10-24T10:42:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!! School is finally over already... Though it is sad to part with dear 207,08... I've got no choice... In a matter of fact i love 207,08.. And i am very sure i will miss it.. However it may be a good thing too, i will make new friends start a bradn new life... I bet it will be fun too... And i hope i can remain class with sum of ym good friends :))

I got back my report book already... I didnt as well as i did last time but it was okay... I already knew i did my best what else can i do right?? Haiz how am i going to show my report book to my parents i am sure they will be disappointed in me... I failed maths and geography... so not nice la.. got 2 underline in my report slip zzz.. T.T

But its okay now i am just waiting for 31st Oct to know which subject combination i would get into.. I dun wanna think so much anymore... I jus wanna cherish the times i still have with my friends now.. Hahas... We got 2 long months to slack yeah :)... 207,08 I WILL DEFINETELY MISS YOU AND I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET ABOUT YOU... I love all 207rians.. Muacks<33>

yeah exams are finally over whoots

2008-10-10T14:11:00.000+08:00

Yeah this date 10/10/08 is a day i will forget...

Its the end of the streaming exams for sec 2...

I am really tired.... but i am happy...

i slept at 2am today man..

Just because of damn art but nvm its the least year i am doing it..

So i put in my effort yeah...

I was studying like hell the past 2 weeks...

I hope my efforts will pay off man..

Hope to pass everything man...

Dun wanna fail or i die man T.T.

I dun wanna think so much now...

Just enjoy the few days before i get my results hehe:xx...

Yeah... I go play le whoots...

And i am going to freaking sleep like a piggie...

Reminds me of the bad YOU!!!!!!!

Buhbyes love you people out there..

PLease tag me....

2008-10-10T12:29:00.000+08:00

UPDATING:D
fer MONATAYYY.
tink positive! :DDDDDDDD
kan ba! :DDDDDDDDDDDD
JYJYJYJJYJYJYYJJYJYJYJYJYJYJYJY!

siansian D:
todae monatay is tested on art ba! D:
oops :D beta do well horhs! hahahs:D monatay drawing not dat bad rite!
jyjjyjy-ious on drawing!
& here i m slackkkking away :D
exams were OVER ON WEDNESDAE!
monatay superrr jealous rite!
dun be so jealous! eu are released todae le :D
she go celebrate le! ^^
enjoy urself yeah!

muacks,
loving ya foreva <3
Mel :D

School is a dread... haiz...

2008-10-01T21:12:00.000+08:00

I start to hate school more and more..
I really dun like it..
I dread going to it...
I used to like it but now it is a total story..
I feel that its hard to find someone i really can trust..
I feel that everyone hates me..
I dunno why i feel that way..

I wanna talk about this tuesday which is 30/9/2008
I was pissed during lunch...
I want both of your to know i didnt get angry cos your two wanted sum time tgt..
I really dun wan your to think i am that petty..
It because of another reason...
It kinda hard to say it here..
And sorry i didnt express it out..
Cos i didnt know how to...
I rather bottle up my feelings...

Cos when i try to tell it to you...
You always get angry..
Why cant you try listening to me..
You always flare up when i am angry..
I think you have mistaken me...
I never ever got angry cos you and her have sometime tgt..
I am totally fine with it..

And after school i got angry again..
It is not because your wanted to have time tgt..
By going home tgt..
I just hate the fact that you just make me hold that big stack of papers...
Den you just left hurriedly with ......
What am i to you?? Nothing in your eyes...
Am i more unimportant than your meeting..
I feel it wasnt wrong with me to get angry...

Hey and sorry ...... and ...... i gave your sum unpleasant looks..
I am really sorry...
I hope your would get to read this post..
And i hope it is not an offence..
I just wanna say my feelings out..
Isnt that what you told me to do say my feelings out and dun be a small kid!!!..
I remembered that clearly in my head....

Random stuffs

2008-09-26T18:15:00.000+08:00

As you can see from all these pictures.. I have a lot of books and rubbish in my locker..

Yeah and i had a lot of trouble bringing all these boks from my locker...

Heng Mrs Lim let me use the lift oresle by the time i reach 1st floor i think i totally collapsed..

But when i carried it to the porch my back freaking pain.. Zzzz.. ouch..

And my hands all trembling los... very heavy i couldnt take the weight.

Summore.. the box is falling apart zz...

Lets rewind backwards..

It started with a heavy downpour in the morning...

Really really cold...

And boring of course.. chinese 1st period sum more..

ZZZ and more boring stuffs..

The girls were kinda discussing about chalet stuffs...

Den dunno what happen lynette suddenly...

Hm really hope she tells me about her problem which she always dont T.T..

The chalet had many problem... I cant talk about it here...

And anne kinda got really upset..

HELL lot of problems today...

I really hope the world is problem free...

So i can be happy everyday..

Actually i dun really feel like going for the chalet..

I would be kinda out...

Hm shall decide after EOYS..

Stressed up these few days..

I trying to study for my EOYS..

BUT nothing goes into my head...

History an chinese paper is on monday, 29 september..

So close and i only memorised 2 chapters of history..

FOR chinese its more scary..

I really need to go to Higher chinese..

I really need the deduction of 2 marks for my olevels marks...

But i dun think i can do it...

My chinese is not very good after all...

i AM very worried..

Then the more practice paper i do..

the more stressed up i am, cos i realise i noe nuts..

I dun want to think about the EOYS anymore i will just go crazy...

My head hurts so badly, my back hurts too...

Yea... lots of problems..

A lot of emotional problems..

I hate school life...

I hate it i hate it i hate it..

There no one i can really rely on..

Cos i matter so little T.T..

ANd i hate my family so much...

They suck..

they just piss me off and worsen my mood...

why cant they just support me...

i reeally wanna break down...

Sorry this post is kinda boring....

Yeah buhbyes... i gotta go study now.. Haiz...

Oh ya wish everybody good luck for their EOYS...

Especially old man, korkor, anne, lynette, bestie.. and that sum one...

i love you all..

Jiayous... Must do well hor <3

china damn you...

2008-09-21T14:17:00.000+08:00

I received a sms...
It goes like that:
"Pls pass this on. Hi just recorded the following items have been recalled due to china's milk situation. This is real. M&m's, snickers, mentos yogurt bottle, dove chocolate,oreo wafer sticks, monmilk, dutchlady sterilised milk, wall's all natural mango, mini poppers ice-cream, magnum ice-cream, moo ice-cream, mini cornetto and youcan ice-cream. If you have any of these items in your house please remove it."

I totatally freaked out when i read this sms...
OMG i ate a hell lot of M&Ms plus oreo man...
I dunno whether i would end up like those china babies who died...
I am so scared...

I just wanna remind those all dere never to take china milk products...
I never know what will happen..
My stomach feels terrible now though..
I hope to just pass it out....
Better take my advice...
DUN TAKE CHINA MILK'S PRODUCTS..
NEVER EVER... never.....

2008-09-21T11:51:00.000+08:00

relax :[
MONATAYYYY :D
cheers :D
ohyarhs :D
i added eu liaos :D
every prb kan b solved de larhs! :DDDDD
^^!
POSTING :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
JYS!
love ya 4eva...

posted by: MEL :D

Another damn day..

2008-09-20T20:07:00.000+08:00

Eh it is a saturday today...
I thot it was gonna be a great day..
But it wasnt again..
Life's kinda sad and depressing these days...
Haizz...

Hm went for tuition.
Was okay at the start...
Yeah then after me, lynette and anne did chem already...
Problems start to crop up..
I didnt have the test 2a and lynette and anne just did it...
I was like whatever man nvm your do that..
I dint meant to get angry i think your should noe girls problem..
Couldnt your just forget about it..

And later i asked lynette and question she completely daoed me...
I was like what the hell..
Then anne was like lynette can i change place with you...
Is it that hard to sit with me..
Do you noe how much that setence hurt my heart...
You say i am insensitive what about yourself....
I din wanna talk to you cos i thot you were angry with me..

For the rest of the lesson, i was totally ignored..
Your were laughing away.. like i was just invisible...
Fine now i finally noe my importance in your hearts..
I felt so hurt but nobody knew...
I really din noe how to react...
I wanted to cry so badly...
Sum more that paricular person i was smsing at that time worsened my mood...

I really felt so down so down...
Sorry i shouldnt vent anger...
About that i know my mistakes..
And the rest... I dun think i am at wrong...
Maybe i am insensitive or what...
Maybe everything just my fault i dunno..
I really dunno...
I hate friendship problems...
I never ever wanna be in one ever again..
Cos nobody understands me at all T.T...

What a screwed up day!!!

2008-09-18T16:51:00.000+08:00

I really hated school today...

Hate it like shit man...

Firstly it was damn PE...

Girls were actually playing captain ball among ourselves..

When sum ppl suggested to play with the guys..

It wasnt really fun anymore never ever got the ball..

So i went to help with the defending...

Yea but anne wanted me to get in the game...

But i didnt want cos i never ever get the ball whats the point..

Me and lynette went to sit..

When we got back to the game anne was unhappy and she din wanna defend..

What happen... Why? T.T

I always feel so sad when that happens..

Is it wrong? I hope you dun get angry went you see this... zzz..

Ltr... had chinese den recess den assembly..

No assembly and we asked by Mrs Lim to go out to the classroom..

She wanted to check our damn uniform...

I wasnt really tucking in man and wtf she put her whole hand in my skirt and tuck in for me..

I never ever felt so humiliated in my life before... hate her man....

Den we played captain ball again during lunch..

Totally fun man cos only few guys playing and finally the evens leading...

Den we were perspiring when we got back to class... Burning of fats hahas..

Oh yaa... Anne got pissed with me again...

I didnt pass the papers to the back i only passed it to the front...

How was i to know....? I am dumb and stupid...

You dun need to get so angry rite...><>

Forget about it.. i dun wanna talk about this anymore...

JUst makes me unhappy....

I am sorry i am an idiot..

No use getting angry at me...

Haiz... So now i am back at home studying for tmr paper 1..

Hope i remember the format...

No mood to study...zzz...

a trip to jurong point again hahas

2008-09-04T15:04:00.001+08:00

HAHAS... yeah got too many random pictures le..

I kinda forget what happen when we took this photos...

So i can only allow your to look at it..:))

Sry i got a bad memory hahas...

Yeah and i apologise for not updating for such a long time :x

2008-08-28T21:45:00.000+08:00

HELLO UPDATEING FOR MONA:D
she should feel happy. HAHA:D
byebyee.
annelisa

An enjoyable day!!

2008-08-25T18:12:00.000+08:00

hahas.. look at me.. :)

look at my twin.. looks like me rite?

Its YUN min.. the chio-bu..><

huggies<333>

twin and yun min with shiny caps.. COOL!!

Random pictures at the staircase in Jurong Point..

Look at the Big Fat Puffer Fish above us.. Argh!!

o.O I want that ICE-CREAM too.. Chomp!

Bang!! Twin you're in deep trouble wor...

Smile, Smile and smile.. Love you ppl...

Today at school it wasnt really very enjoyable i was not very happy...

Hm i dun wanna talk about it.. Just personal feelings only...

I received my literature, chemistry and physics..

I din do very well very literature i only got 14/25.. at least i passed..

But others did much much better... Felt so inferior man... Zzzz...

My chemistry was not bad man i got 24/25.. I top the class man.. I did not expect that at all..

O.o and my physics was a total mess really pull my science down man only 16/25..

So after school, me, anne, yun min and jovina went to Jurong point...

Anne went to meet her friend while yun min and twinnie.. went to shop..

Firstly we went to eat Anderson ice-cream...It was mouth-watering..

Hahas we really enjoyed it very much YUMMY TO THE TUMMY!!

Hm we even took photo of the the biscuit wafer.. TEehees....

O.o den we visited kiddy palace where we played the electronic piano

And we were looking thru the cooking set hahas.. Reminds me of the old time man..

Nextly we when to Toys R Us... Hahas... It was really fun..

We took pictures with the cute little colourful soft toys.. See see...

Yea we did crazy stuffs too.. like playing with the hula-hoops..

We were really making a din.. but it was freaking funny..

I couldnt really do... ><' ... We were like 3 idiots turning and turning our waists..

And of cos i went to buy to keychains for my phone..

Couldnt make up my mind... hahas fickle-minded i am...

Yea nthing much le bahhs.. nextly anne called...

And we became camwhores.. had sudden urge of taking photos.. :))

As your can see we chose the staircase not the best place but the most retard idea man..

We tried all ways to take photos as your can see..

And last of all we when home..

Just reached home not long ago...

Very tired... But i am feeling much happier... I dun wanna think so much about him...

It just hurts me... No use feeling that way.. Cos it aint gonna change anything..

SO byes ppl i go eat dinner le.. Love all of you out there.. MUACKS<333

An exciting game...

2008-08-23T10:17:00.000+08:00

O.O Do you ppl know there was a table tennis match yesterday.

It was a women singles table tennis competition..

It was Singapore's Li Jia Wei against China's Guo Yue..

They were fighting for the bronze medal.. :))

Wa super exciting man..

You know why cos Li Jia Wei is my IDOL!!!

I was like super high cheering for her..

My whole family was practically watching too..

The match din really started well...

Jia Wei lost the 1st match quickly.. Perhaps she wasnt ready ba..

Hm but the 2nd match was played much better..

Wa the ocmpetition was tough man. the rally was long..

And the balls were all hit to the corner of the table, mixed with different kind of spins..

Complicated and challenging..

JiA wei played really well, i felt she was at her top form..

Unfortunately, she lost the 2nd game with mere points T.T

I was like cheering and cheering super HIgh!!..

My heart was beating so damn fast man..

I din noe why...

That Guo Yue was damn power man..

She could find Jia Wei weak point..

Tension was high when Jia Wei won the 3rd and 4th match..

Actually i din expect that to happen..

Everyone was getting anxious.

I was jumping up and down..

My parents thought i was going mad..

HAHAS:)) i was just hyper ..

I had high hopes..

I believed that Jia Wei could win..

Unlike someone. So not supportive de.. Bleah><

Still dare say is there a say that sumone must support his or her country..

But sry called you bad ><

Hm the game ended really quickly as Guo Yue returned to her top position again..

She kept attacking towards the weak point of Jia Wei..

Which is the centre of her body, its hard to retaliate that way..

Oh no sad she lost in the end..

She looked really disappointed...

Hm but i knew she did her best le bahhs..

And i know that Singapore is of cos proud of our dear Table Tennis player..

Though she din get that bronze medal...

Dun be dishearted Jia Wei you still got chance...

But i was kinda disappointed too ytd.

I failed my history.. 14/30..

Hm theres nothing i can do but try harder too.. T.T..

PLus there this person who hurt me more..

He doesnt care at all...T.T<>

I dun wanna tok about it...

The more i think the more sad i get..

BYES... T.T

Sad life i have

2008-08-20T22:32:00.000+08:00

The common tests are over already.. Finally!!
Actually i felt really happy but now my mood is totally ruined..
I feel i am starting to become a very unhappy person..
I cant find my smile anymore, its because of you..
I bet you wont even know how much you affect me...
Cos you never ever read my blog...
Never will never do.. I am just sum nobody in your eyes..
I am totally hurt by you..
Everything was just total false hopes..
I waited and waited day by day..
Getting lonelier and sadder each day..
No replies, no talks, no chats.. just nthing... Yea i bet you just over it and treat it like nothing..
You dun even seem to care...
I try faking smiles in school, but deep inside it just hurts..
I only appearing happy...
YEah.. you dun care.. as i thought so..
Today i finally got the answer... T.T..
It broke my heart.. no one is gonna care..
I finally know your feelings to me...
I cant believe it..
I am just a nobody..
T.t forget about it.. I am going to sleep..
I hope i will just die in my sleep..
I hate going to school.. Boring... and so hurting...
Life is really pain...

SOrrowful day...

2008-08-15T17:16:00.000+08:00

I finally saw your true colours today..
I cant believe thats the true you..
I bet you didnt even noe why i was angry...
I was not pmsing...
You were like practically ignoring me the whole chinese lesson..
Felt like left out...
Just didnt feel happy about it..
Jus like last time you got pissed because i ignored you in chinese..
So just why cant i get unhappy..
What did i do wrong??
Den you just get pissed with me..
And just went to another group..
I am never ever important in your eyes...
I am just treated like a nobody..
With no feelings...
You treat me so differently from...
I dun even think you cared.. t.t
Forget about it.. jus break my heart..
Like everyone does...
I hate this world.. of sorrows and hurt...

2008-08-12T20:24:00.000+08:00

HELLOS EVERYONES (:
ANNELISA HERE HAHA.
I HELP MONA BLOG.
SO NICE OF ME RITE.
i dno wht your prob la.. one second say "i hate him.."the other then say "i got him wrong.." wth.. i hate this kinda attitude..
jiayous for CT :D
you forgive so easily.. you nvr learn from your lessons do you..when you cry again over this kinda stuff i wont say anything de le..
see it's not black totally (:
D: i shall let other people go comfort you.. i really really. dnt wna care anymore.
byebyes.

I DONT LIKE MONA HAHA
just kidding(: sayonara.

something stuck in my head..

2008-08-11T18:06:00.000+08:00

I am very sorry i accused you..
I am wrong to think that way..
I am sorry for all i have done..
I feel so remorseful for it..
And i will never forget the cold days with you..
I just wanna apologise...
The hurt i suffered would be erased soon i hope..
But i was wondering whether what you said that day is true..
I hope its not something you say to make me happy..
And then just erase it from your memory...
I hope.. i take every word you say seriously...
Hm anyways..
I wanna wish everyone good luck for your common tests...
Jiayous.. love you ppl.. Aim for the stars!!!!
Especially to old man, annelisa, lynette, kor.. etc..
Do your best.. I am sure we will smile tgt when we see our results.. XD

Its over

2008-08-05T19:38:00.000+08:00

Its over...

I feel hurt and depressed..

But i felt i placed down an entire burden..

I dun wanna cling on you ever..

I cant stand your selfish attitude...

I hope you will change for the better..

My heart is totally wrecked up now..

I dun think it will heal so quickly..

Unlike some people..

Who got over it in a blink of an eye...

I will never ever believe in true love ever again..

It hurts too much..

I could just kill myself...

I cant believe my eyes..

I saw your true colours..

You are such a two-timer ...

Zzzz....

2008-08-03T18:37:00.000+08:00

I feel so lost and aimless..
I dunno what to do..
I feel like an idiot..
I dunno whats happening...
What did i do wrong??
Why do you have to treat me this way??
It hurts.. How can you say all those stuffs..
Have you ever cared for my feelings??
But whatever you do i will still forgeve you...
And I' ll will wait... wait as long..
No matter what... t.t....
People if i have emotional problems..
Pls enlightened me.... t.t ..
I am sorry....

long time no update

2008-08-01T18:41:00.000+08:00

T.t Sry ppl i didnt update for a long, long time already..

I have been really busy these days..

And some unpleasant things happened..

Really a very heartbroking thing...

But everything is better now..

There are many tests to study for...

Common tests are coming...

And i am getting worried....

I really need to study a lot man..

Haiz... I need to buck up and get to a good class...

But i am feeling really vexed about stuffs

And i have no mood to study...

I really have to help myself..

Hope my friends would enlightened me if i am petty at times..

I am kinda not emotionally stable..

I am sry my friends...

My head hurts like shit now, it keeps pounding and pounding..

I dun feeel well at all...

Lots more to do... t.t

Cant talk no longer..

BYES....

Oh ya and hope you get well soon...<33

2008-07-29T22:06:00.000+08:00

ohmygod.

are you ever gonna BLOG this @!$&@#$*%!(@# BLOG???
x.x' SHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESH.
and geuss what i'm listening to BY2 the songs... its like ._. very bubbly...
hahas. and its kinda nice (: HOHO.
BLOG MY DEAR GIRL. (: thanks alot mans.
i'm not bloggin my own blog, blog yours sia.

i'm nice :D

BY2.. quit school and go be a STAR (: not veh well known.. i think :x

oh wells.
chinese is D: i haven't do.

ain't that random ._.'' oh wells.

-♥ eliasnna, {my new name}

2008-07-28T09:31:00.000+08:00

da bai chi. blog your effing dead blog!! ._.
HOHOHOS. i'm gna gna make you grant me admin privileges (: HEEHEES. i'm gna change everything! meannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn me is a nice person :D

Kinda like an unlucky day

2008-07-11T19:53:00.001+08:00

Today is really the most unlucky day of my life man...

The day really started very dull, the sky was dark and it was one of those cold mornings

Hm... Yeah there was the temperature taking exercise..

Den the funniest thing was there was a exercise for emergency evacuation..

Erm the announcement was like that:" There is this bag with clicking sound..."

I cant really remember the rest ya

So we assembled in the field...

And you know what lynette nose bled.. she blew her nose to see whether there was nose bleed

ehh and the blood just flew rite out of her nose on my shoes..

I was totally freaked out.. people was looking duh..

Lets fast forward.... zoom..

KKays soon it was 12.30 and i was replacing kailing to go for some green genius stuff..

yup anne accompanied me and we walked to singapore poly for it..

We were practically lost.. Kailing didnt even tell us anything.. except for SP

So we walked around and around till we found the godamn place..

We were like pissed, called teachers to ask but the teachers were not at their desks..

ZZZ.. when we arrived there we realised that it was like some kind of competition..

Against other school.. And we were like wth?? we din noe anything at all..

There were many other schools competing too..

R.I, Hwa Chong Instituition, Methodist Girls' school, Bukit Panjang Govt High etc..

When i sat down i realised this green slimy thing on my skirt..

It was totally gross man..

I was asking anne for help but she was kinda scared too...

THe R.I guys at the back were like looking and i was trying to sweep it off my skirt..

Super ps... Heng i managed to do it man.. ZzZzZzZz..

After everything was over, i finally got to settle down.. haiz..

Uh huh .. anne and me just feel like some brainless idiots..

It started with some crossword puzzle, it was still okay..

But next was pictogram and we were like totally dunno anything..

YA so we didnt get into finals...

As usual.. R.I, Hwa Chong Instuition, Bukit Panjang Govt High and Methodist Girls' school..

Wow they were amazing man the questions were like alien language to me..

Hwa Chong Instuition and R.I tied..

So they had to answer a last question to determine the winner..

Suprisingly Hwa Ching Instuition won... I couldnt really believe it..

Hm yupps end of my grandmother story....

Hurt by you..

2008-07-09T21:25:00.000+08:00

I dun get it why must you like hurt me over and over again..

Do you know how much i hate it..

I dunno how to express how i feel..

But i feel like i am being betrayed..

It really pains my heart..

And i am starting to lose trust in you day by day..

I am starting to feel that i dunno who are you..

I feel that there is a whole new you that i have not seen..

I am lost..

I cant make up my mind on what to do...

I hope that you will be reading this post...

I hope that you will change for the better

And stop your stupid nonsense!!

kkays i gtg le.. cant talk.. t.t

A holiday training day><

2008-06-19T19:23:00.000+08:00

Today is normal holiday training day>,<

Teehees i just realised that in my blog i never ever mentioned about my training

Hm so this post is gonna be about my training..

Erm... today i was actually the 1st girl to arrive..

So i waited in the canteen..

It was already 8.10am but no girls was here yet..

I continue waiting..

But soon i saw wei na( my mei)..

I was so suprised i didnt see her for 3 mths le..

She went to india as her dad had to work there..

I missed her like hell man..

So we really had a good chat while waiting for others it was already 8.20am..

I felt sum ting amiss as the guys were still outside the hall..

Arent they supposed to be training inside the hall..

So we continued waiting till jovina and sili arrived..

But when we got upstairs i realised everyone was still outside..

Actually the door was locked and there was no key..

Whoots man it was about 9am den training started..

We did some basic strokings and went for a short break..

Soon it was match time..

It is a time where we get to play table tennis matches with the guys..

We had to get our placings before we could start..

I was lucky i got the 2nd table hahas..

I won zhen yuan at 1st..

So the next person i played with was paul..

Wow he improved man i lost to him..

So it went on and on....

I was winning and was playing at the 1st table..

But soon i realised that the guys jiao lian was looking at me...

I knew it!! He was looking at my weaknesses..

Haiz... So nextly i played jian wei..

Gosh after the jiao lian spoke to him..

I totally didint noe how to play... He changed his whole style of playing...

Then i started to lose lose...

Haiz soon i was at the 3rd table..

I was drenched with sweat and very tired too...

To be continued hahas.. gotta go.. love you ppl<33

My overseas trip><

2008-06-16T13:39:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl its been a long time since i tagged

I went to bangkok, thailand...

Hahas it was really fun, i really did shop till i drop..

Was so tired when i came back, i arrived at Singapore at 11 plus pm...

Wow i really bought a great deal of things..

Especially clothes.. Teehees^^

It was goddamn cheap!!!!

I felt i didnt stop shopping at all..

I was pratically shopping the whole trip..

The best part was i got to stay in aservice apartment instead of a hotel..

The service apartment had 3 rooms, including a master bedroom

Still got a kitchen lei!!!

Damn cool man but the price not cool at all man...

1 night $200 lei... So expensive

But it was worth the experience.. everything also got.

The sad part was i didnt see any nice bags, wallets or pencil cases..

I wanted to buy these stuffs for anne los..

Sry anne din buy any for you...

Hm.. i bought many colourful shorts man..

Teehees i even bought a bright yellow and green shorts...

My mum thought i was mad lols

i bought even more things than my parents lols..hahas

I know my parents was talking more about massage than anything else.

They were discussing where to get better thai massage..

I was thinking what else to buy lols...

The best place to shop was Platinium..

It had all the teenagers clothing and accessories....

Nice nice and nice... i shop for three hours also not enough man..

I think i spent about 5 hours there bahhs even missed my lunch...

I couldnt stop at all.. i kept buying...

My dad got so bored lols.... and he was complaining... blab blab...

But i ignored as i was more into looking at the nice clothes...

Oh ya the food there was wonderful too...

So damn yummy<333

I loved it!!

O.o i even went to a high class restaurant called Vertigo at Banyan tree hotel.

It was Italian food!!!! >,<

WOW it was on the 59 level the highest restaurant in Bangkok...

The scenery was so beautiful..

Gazing at the beautiful night sky while enjoying my meal..

Best dinner i had ever had in my entire life...

Sry ppl i have to continue my story some other time bahhs..

I gotta go le.. got lots to do..

Especially my homework..

Hm see you ppl in school...

MIss you all<3333

A friendly match><

2008-06-03T19:31:00.000+08:00

I had a friendly match today teehees....

I woke up at 6.30am, so tired, slept really late the night before..

I couldnt stop yawning.. YAWNS...

I had to crawl out of bed no matter what...

I was meeting my junior Si Ying at the Choa Chu Kang mrt station at 7.10am...

But she kinda missed the train so i had more time to get myself there hehe:xx

I was wearing my bright red nan hua jersey..

When i got out of my condo, practically everyone looked at me..

So embarrassing, i was so" bright" indeed....

I quickened my pace and was relieved to see Si Ying.. hahas..

So we chatted about some personal stuffs on the way to Bishan mrt station...

Waa.. the train ride was about 33 minutes long....

We arrived there at about 7.55am and we thought we were early

But we saw a bunch of red people already waiting there plus my jiao lian..

o.o we still thought we could go for a little snack..

We waited for the others arrive...

Fortunately, jiao lian said we were early so we went for a team breakfast!!

We really had a nice wonderful breakfast delicious(macdonalds)

So we took bus 53 to paya lebar methodist girls' school for our friendly competition

As typical singaporeans we hoped for air-con, sadly there wasnt><

We arrived there and was greeted warmly by the girls there..

They even got drinks for us, so sweet of them..

We started our 1st match.. soon after

I was the 1st singles to play... i was quite nervous as my coach told mi they were good..

And they had weird rubbers and style of playing..

The 1st girl i played with was... i din noe how to play practically so i was lost...

The whole friendly match was such boredom i almost fell asleep><

I was actually thinking more about food^^

I couldnt wait to go down to their school's mini store...

I waited a long time before i could..

Soon it ended and the whole team went to Junction8 to shop!!!

We wanted to take neos at first but realised that it closed down..

Me and sili wanted to shop for earrings:)

But the earrings at the shops dere were so costly... they were about 10 bucks!!!!

However we managed to find a shop which sold earrings at 2 bucks..

hahas so we quickly picked a few as siying had something to rush for...

We boarded the train and we even played games..

It was really fun and funny...

Especially the ZOOM game.. hahas..

We were like "zoom","zoom","zoom"...."ee zoom","zoom"...."kaboom".."zoom"..

It was really enjoying to play with my teammates..

The joy and the laughter.. unforgettable...

So quickly half an hour past...

KKAYS.. end of my naggy story.... hahas

headaches!!!

2008-06-01T11:17:00.000+08:00

Waa got a hell lot of homework to finish!!! NO NO NO!!

I gotta start doing already man.. I slacked too much already.. FAR TOO MUCH!!

Spamm homework man.. The 1st week of holiday was quite slacky teehees><

But i enjoyed a lot.. hahas it was really unforgettable

I even went to little india for my video journalism.. hahas

Though it wasnt very pleasant there but i still had great fun...

We didnt even have a storyboard but everything turned out fine!!

1stly we got into our groups.. my group consists of me, annelisa, lingli, suay,tingting,merlyn,eveline,jeslynn,sungyang and sheng jun.. hahas big group rite?

WE started at the little india mrt station, fliming lingli walking out of the station.. It was so funny

Then we began venturing into little india.. wow we saw many things

For example: small groceries shops, garlands shops, india ethinics costumes shops too..

We even interviewed an indian lady who had a flower garland shop for 12 years.. GOSH!!

We were fliming her making the flower garland and it took about 20 min to make one..

LATER we carried on our journey hahas... We wanted to go into a henna shop but it wasnt open

So we proceeded... We got into an ethinic costume shop... There were lots of costumes..

We got permission from one of the assistants to flim the shop..

However we met a very antisocial indian lady who was so reluctant to let us do so..

She pretended to sweep the dirt on the floor on suay and the others..

HAIZ.. cant she just ask us not to flim!! MAKE LIFE SO DIFFICULT LOS!! IDIOT!!

We even met some other groups gahas..

sOOn we came to an indian temple..

onli me and suay went inside to flim.. it was really Cool>,

There was a ceremony going on inside..

And one of the indian guys put sum white powder on our heads

It was totally awesome!!

SOON we got hungry

we even went to the extend into going to a police station to ask where MACDONALDS was.

teeehees sounds like sum hungry souls....

kkays i got no time to continue already tats all for today..

A feeling

2008-05-26T19:40:00.000+08:00

I have a feeling that you dont like me...

I can see it from your eyes, its so different from last time..

It is.. I just have a gut feeling you dont like me..

Your actions, your expressions, your everything..

I feel that i am unimportant to you..

I dunno what i should do.. t.t

Why do you always prefer other than me..

I can feel that you dun feel happy with mi..

I can sense it... It really breaks my heart..

What's wrong with me, i do everything you like

I listen to you too.... I miss our the happiness we had last time..

Now it is totally different..

Do you still trust mi and treat mi as your friend??

I dun wanna continue anymore...

I am sry for all the mistakes... sobs

Pissed with that idiot!!

2008-05-11T10:13:00.000+08:00

That bastard who he think he is!! What rights does he have??
I hate him to the core man><>
Totally WRONG!! I shouldnt have said good stuffs about him.. I finally saw his true colours..
What a total asshole, now i get it why so many people hate him... Pissed>,<
Everyday also complain,complain and complain.. Anything he is also complain
Go toilet too long also complain, go late also complain.. I cant stand it anymore..
If dun like mi, say it into my face, dun be a coward... Talk behind my back..

I dun get it why u wanna do this to mi?? You got mi into big trouble...
U complain to my parents and they scold mi.. But i dun even noe what i done wrong..
U din even give them a reason about what i did wrong.. You just say i got attitude problems..
But why?? U tell mi why lahhs.. i go training early, go for shorter toilet breaks.. Behaved..
What did i do wrong?? I got scolded by my dad for nothing!! Felt so sad..
When i ask my dad for a reason he din even noe how to reply..
What the hell is this.. I got scolded and i din even noe why... U suck man..

because of you.. i HAVE TO QUARREL with my parents.. i have to stand up for my own rights.
I cant take anymore.. I really hate you.. I hate trainings because of YOU!!!!
I feel worried, i dun even noe what you would complain about mi the next training
GOD noes man><>
I really wanna see what u got to say the next time.... ANOTHER THING U ARE HATED..

The funniest day of my life

2008-05-05T19:53:00.000+08:00

As normal, a new day beganand i arrived at school..

The 1st period was ART!!! hahas.. hate it apparently><>

Worst of all it was due today... And we still didnt have all the materials...

Things didnt turn out too well, we were pissed with each other..HAIZ..

But ltr everything turned out quite well.. Since the art project was due today,we stayed back..

Me, annelisa, jeslynn and eveline was trying our best to do the lantern..

However, half way jeslynn had to go for dance.. It was left with the 3 of us..

Eveline kinda got bored, ya so she played with her PSP and then she slept..

Me and anne was trying our best to paste the cellofane on the ice-cream lantern..

It was kinda tough.. but soon we were done..

I had this dumb idea to paint the lantern... ANne entrusted me with it..

Your know lahhs my art lousy lahhs.. SO my painting did not turn out too well..

And anne suggested that we paint the whole cone(multi-colour>,)

WE really had a great time painting hahas.. we when totally hay wire..

HAHAS..i painted the wrong place and we really had the laugh of our life...

ThEN, I LAUGHED so hard that my painbrush went missing..

WE even had problems squeezing paint out, gosh damn funny.. we did really dumb stuffs

paint was everywhere... we even spilled water on the table.. everything got wet..

den we washed our paintbrush with the water and called ot the"huang he"

hahahas.. damn fun lahhs.. i really enjoyed it...

we got really high..laughed non stop..

Tell your like that not funny de...>,<

erm.. whose table we did it on..good luck.. confidential>,<

worried sick for you

2008-04-29T19:41:00.000+08:00

Today is a really long day for mi and a terrible day..

Today you came back and you looked so sick and fragile..

Just looking at you i could feel my heart tearing apart..

I really had no mood for anything den... Even had hard time smiling..

I tink it was because of you... Sobs><>

I wanna see the energetic and smily you... I really longed to see that..

So no matter what you must get recovered fast kkays.. I dun care you must..

And you must be the previous you...

Hahas i sound like you are gonna die.. But I hope you really do get well soon..

Will miss you de<333>

A concert

2008-04-27T10:07:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i went for a WU YUE TIAN concert.. hahas><

It started at 8pm and i was practically late for it as there were traffic jams everywhere...

Fortunately we managed to get there on time.

When the concert began, the music was like blasting right into my ears.

The chair felt like it was vibrating too.. HAHAS.

Everyone was getting so so high man.. They were waving their light sticks..

My best friend and i were not watching the concert, we were looking for some geek..

But we din manage to find him... so we continue with the concert...

It lasted for a really long time.. We thought it was going to end but it din.. It when on and on..

There were a few nice songs like "tian shi and zhi zu".. Got more lahhs i forget the names lerhhs..

Especially the song "lian ai ing".. When everyone got high over the L.O.V.E thing..

So fun, we were doing the letters action.. L.O.V.E

I really enjoyed it... but soon i got really bored cos the concert was really never ending...

Everyone around was like getting higher and higher, but i was faling asleep..

After what seemed like eternity, the concert ended.. it was about 11.30.. around there..

Ya so this is my experience, got to go lerhhs..><

sad case><

2008-04-12T09:35:00.000+08:00

What so heng de lor?
My ROD party in jun neng house is clashed with my grandma birthday..
The most concidental thing is that both is having a BBq.
I really wanna go to the ROD party, i noe it would be great fun man..
The water bombs, the companies i have... I dun wana miss it..
But my mum says how long else do you think you can celebrate your grandma's birthday..
Den started to think of it, its true man..
I have to cherish the times i have with her..
Looks like i predestined not to go to that ROD party..
Nvm i love my grandma mahhs.. I made up my mind lerhhs...
I go ask my friends what they did there lor.. Thats it!! haiz..
I gtg lerhhs... Got tuition and bbq tonite><

Retirement of Duties

2008-04-08T20:41:00.000+08:00

Gosh it is so fast... It is soon for the Sec 4s to retire lerhhs...
Though i dun really like sum ppl in sec 4s... But i will miss them..
I think that Pui ba would give me the most deep impression...
All the things he did to us when we were sec 1s... The 1000 word essay... i would never forget
The pumpings he made us do because we left though he asked us to stay..
All these memories cant be erased. I will keep it safe and warm..
I just wanna wish my seniors all the best for their O levels... And i will miss them badly..
Qian Yi, Alethea, Jing Jing, Qi Shan, Amanda, Jessica, Pui Ba, Presley, Gabriel etc..
And i am really look forward to the farewell party this saturday.. In Pui ba house sum more
Muahahaha... Evils thoughts... But i bet it would be damn fun man..
I gtg lerhhs need to study for my chemistry test.. I wanna score well...
Will post about my party der.... BB... Study hard all 207 rians...

midnight

2008-04-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

Sitting here by myself during midnight...
Hearing the silence in the dead night... Really creeps me out man..
My hairs are all standing at its ends...
Sum ting really unfortunate happened yesterday to be precise 7 april...
Sum one was accidentally pushed down the MRT tracks..
And died instantly on the spot...
Life is so unexpected... It is ironic...
I just hope to enjoy my life as much as i can..
I dun wanna think too much..
I jus wanna smile everyday and live life to the fullest..
Of cos with all my lovely friends around mi..
I am sure my simple wish would surely come true rite??
Mugging history.. Cant talk anymore lerhhs...
Good nites ppl.. Sweet dreams..
The last thing i wanna sae is CHERISH YOUR LIFE!!..

Dead blog

2008-03-31T14:16:00.001+08:00

Its been a long time i have post. My blog kinda dead... I really got no mood to post man...
Since i am in the computer lab in school and i got nothing to do, i shall post..

My life these days arent very nice, very suffering.. I cant bite at all after i did my braces, but it is much better now.. I din lose any weight though.. I wanted to lose der lor.. HAHAS... I am planning an itinerary to Balestier.. boring place>,<>

Nicholas and group going gugu gaga over a shortclip and they are showing it to the class.. " It will scare the shit out out of you... Did i sae it was scary?? Hahahaas..." people toking in the computer lab... I cant be bothered man, just feeling l really down, bored and mixed emotions lahhs...

Wanna buy Ruffles barbecue after school man... hahahs... dun tell mi parents hor or else i die man.. Shhh i trust you ppl.... MM i want marshmallows too.. But the thiing i need the most is SLEEP!!! yAWNS... wahh... I sound like a typical pig(eating and sleeping)

My braces experience

2008-03-13T21:24:00.000+08:00

Everyone out there i finally extracted four teeth lerhhs and i am gonna do braces soon.. I wanna tell your about my experience.. On the day i was suppose to extract my 1st two teeth... I was kinda scared and i was wondering what it would be like.. Asking ppl who have done braces and had extracted teeth before really freaks mi out.. I dun wanna hear no more..

So when i walked into the room.. I was pratically trembling hahas><>

Four injections all over lerhhs><>

Soon it was time for extraction, at that time i no longer had any feeling, i just felt that my lips were swollen.. The assistant held on to my head and the dentist started the extraction.. My stubborn tooth din wanna come out.. HAHAHS><>

The lesson learnt: NOT TO PUT BRACES!!! It is a big big torture thats all i can say about it...><
Your dun wanna know what is the result after the extraction.. ONe word: TERRIFYING!!!

Doing braces soon

2008-03-03T19:11:00.000+08:00

I am gonna do braces soon i think.. Zzzzz
I dread for that day to come man><
Erm went for dental appointment today it was totally useless man..
They said that parents had to be there.. I was like wth??
Then the dentist checked the condition of my teeth,
and she said that i had to extract two teeth... NOWAI.. My precious....
Haiz.. Gonna do xray first man...With parents present
Not sure the dates of when i am doing my braces
HOPE it wont be that pain..
And i wish for beautiful teeth after the braces..
So damn expensive lor....

Friday, 29 February 2008

2008-03-01T09:38:00.000+08:00

Its raining cats and dogs outside and i am kinda thinking about yesterday...It was the NANHUA roadrun yesterday... I was so into getting top 20.. It rained but i dunno why i felt happy... I dunno whats going on in my mind.. But the rain stopped and all of the NANHUA students all assembled in the large field.. It was wet, it was muddy and it was extremely dirty. EEKS!!! Then the teachers asked us to sit..

At this moment i started to feel headache, drowsy and had a vomitting feeling.. My teacher sent mi to see the St John Ambulance Brigade. I tried so hard to vomit but i couldnt, i wanted to run but i couldnt i was far too weak. I was devastated...

After when it was time for mass games, i felt much better... So i decided to play... MI, Dingyu, Nicholas, Ryan, Cindy, Tswei and Zan yang were supposed to play... We had to play against 208, 204 and 201... The first game was against 204, Dingyu the captain asked mi to defend the goalkeeper.. I felt like an idiot man all the guys were sayin that i was dumb and they asked mi to get moving in the game but i jus couldnt i was suppose to defend. Our team was doing too well and the frisbee was never ever coming near mi.. When we won, i felt so damn freaking extra as i din even do anything.

The subsequent game, we played with 208, i still defended the goal keeper as usual, and i kinda defended two times onli, still felt like i din belong, everyone cheered for the others and as usual i was neglected.

Then there was sum problems, Eunice wanted to play with 209 and 206.. I was okay with it but the others told mi that she would be buyers to 209 and i was like how am i gonna tell her that so Fiona told the matter to Mrs lim.. I was lost, i asked dingyu and he din care, he din care at all, he just said anything.. Wth?/ I felt like i was not important in the team he doesnt even give a damn at all...

I always looked up to him as a leader as a person with lots of responsibility and that day i knew i was wrong.. He wasnt that person i thot he was.. I dunno whats going on, so the next match he asked Eunice to play, fine i allowed i din wan anyone to get hurt or offended.. I noe Eunice is angry with mi but what can i do, i am doing this for the team..

I tink no one understands at all man... I was damn pissed with that Dingyu, i noe i suck or whatso ever. But i just felt like he din treat mi like a team member.. When he toks to mi he jus toks half way, without mi understanding den he walks away.. What attitude is that???

When he got injured, i just din noe how to react and wanted to ask him how he was but i jus couldnt, no idea why man... I jus hope that now he is okay.. And i hope all these problems i caused would be over soon.... I am very sry Eunice and DingYU and the others who are not happy with mi.... I jus hope all the doubts would be cleared soon>,<

a very confusing day

2008-02-28T17:52:00.000+08:00

Today is the most confusing day of my life... Haiz... It all began like that... It all started during assembly... I felt so empty at that time.. I felt so neglected, so so neglected... I hv no idea yy??My heart felt like it shattered into a million pieces.. Was i really not important uu? I was so extra, i felt so awkard sitting dere, staring into blank space... I was hoping that you would understand mi... What am i to uu?? M i really less important than... Sobs><I dun wan our friendship to be ruin, i relly dun wan... So whatever your decision, i will respect it though i feel extra... I just want u to be happy, i just wan to see your big wide smile then i would be happy lerhs.. Forever best friends kkays??

A fun and sad day..

2008-02-27T21:25:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. Another torturous day it was..
I got back my science paper.. DAMN disappointing man.. I only got 28.5/50..
I cried man couldnt control.. I was so angry i thot GOD was unfair i studied so damn bloody hard
and all i could get was just that.. I jux dun understand.. Everything in this world sucks... I hate life...BUT i felt much happier after school.. HAHAS><><> We shared cos you noe i cant eat much.. SO firstly we savoured the udon first den, we ate the terriyaki chicken.. Ur noe wat anne go steal my terriyaki chicken lor.. den she dipped it with the curry sauce+mayonnaise... EEKS MAN.. But i wanted it so damn badly man.. We were like using our chopsticks to fight for the chicken In the end, she wanted to feed mi den it was damn ironic lor the terriyaki bounced of my shirt den my skirt den it reached the floor.. SOBS><> at us lor.. DAMN paise BB ppl hope your find it funny.. HAHAS..

another screwed up day.. hais

2008-02-25T22:12:00.000+08:00

It is still the common test week man... Today i took my second last paper, the science paper. I studied for this paper for like an entire day from about 9 in the morning all the way to 12 midnight. My head was so damn pain.. So So pain><>
The worst of all, i got back my literature paper. It was terrible man, i onli got like 6&half/25.. The lowest in class man.. I cried like shit man, i studied wats is the prob man and i still got so low.. I hate literature man, it sucks like shit only got 13 ppl pass nias... Sobs><
Tmr is the last of the last paper.. Its maths hahas.. Iam kinda still struggling but i noehow to do standard form, indices, algebra and proportion lerhhs.. Yays... going to continue to mug.. BB

Two if my very very good friends.

2008-02-24T12:11:00.002+08:00

This is my two very good friends in sch. I have a problem. A very very big problem. When i am closer to one of them, i feel that i am leaving the other one out. Then the left out one would feel so left out and sad. I dun like this feeling, it makes mi feel so guilty. I have no idea why, but i jux feel that way. So i hope that my friends would understand mi and i hope that they wont feel that way anymore lerhs. Cos i am onli a person i cant be splitted into two. I will try my best to talk to both of your at the same time. After reading this post i hope ur wont feel offended kkays, i am very sry. We will forever be best of friends kkays, i promise<33

the common tests week

2008-02-22T23:16:00.000+08:00

THE COMMON TEST WEEK:
The common test week is from 18 feb to 26 feb.
So far i have already taken,Geography,History,Literature,Chinese and English. I am so happy.
I am relived too and maybe not bahhs. Cos i still got Science and Maths papers.
The two papers i hate the most. And the papers i got the most problems. Hehe:xx Especially science, only tested on biology.The chapters are(diffusion and osmosis,cells and digestion). I totally die man, i have not a single clue about digestion and cells. Worst of all, i threw away my notes on cells. I am so gonna fail. NOWAI>< style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Nextly maths,all the stuffs i only know sum of them roughly and i got problems too.. Cos maths can be studied. So i have to think of many ways to pass the maths exams, gonna do maths sums. Hope all 207rians can do well for the remaining two papers left. Wish u people all the best!!! I wanna wish sum people specifically, ANNELISA, LYNETTE, OLD MAN AND MY KOR. I hope all of your can pass with flying colours. LOVE u ppl... MUACKS<333

SPECIALLY DEDICATED TO MY DEAREST COUSIN

2008-02-20T16:29:00.000+08:00

SPECIALLY DEDICATED TO MY DEAREST COUSIN, EUNICE...<33333333:

NO MATTER WHERE U ARE AND HOW MUCH U CHANGE, MY HEART WOULD ALWAYS BE WITH UU... I WILL MISS U LOTS AND LOTS... SO WHEN U REACH DUBAI MUST REMEMBER TO TELL MIE KKAYS?? AND AND MUST TAKE PHOTOS SEND MIE HOR... MUST!!! MSN MIE TOO... DAMN WORRY FOR U LOR, DUNNO HOW R U GOING TO ADAPT DERE.. HAIZ.....SOBS><><>

The most screwed up day of my life

2008-02-17T13:09:00.000+08:00

Today is the most screwed up day in my life man. I will never forget this day 15 feb 2008.
I hate this day man... When i arrived in school was in high spirits, ready to fight the day.
But my mood changed, it was terrible. One of my good friends in school, kinda dao me.
I was really sad about this, she went out with another clique. I was like heart-broken.

Then my other good friend was being reprimanded becos of her attire, i was damn piss.
The teacher keeps picking on her lor.. DAMN!! My mood was totally ruin. Then it was maths.
I realised that i lost all my good maths notes, i was so upset. SOBS><> on my left. The paper aeroplane hit me on my spectacles, i was like.. I din know what to do so i gnored. Then the boys were like laughing away. Okays, den they threw it again and it hit my shirt, i din care again and my friend told me i should get angry, but i was far too busy copying notes. I dun wanna find more trouble, so whatever the boys did i dun wanna care. In my heart i felt pissed of cos. Worst of all i only passed my maths.. There were more worst things that happened but i dun wanna elaborate ler.. But i learned how to play mahjong, hehe:xx. My friends taught me how too.. HAHAS i gtg le, nid to start mugging...

Valentine's Day

2008-02-15T22:33:00.000+08:00

Today is a very memorable day for me. It's VALENTINE'S DAY!!!! I love this day a lot man. I love the atmosphere of this day. Hahas:xx i made some gifts for my friends.. Though it was simple i hoped my friends loved it..

I received lots of gifts like chocolates, sweets etc.. WOW but the assembly period on that day was totally boring man. Almost slept man.. There were some china students performing.. OMG when they played the guzheng it made me wanna sleep like lullaby lor.
Next i had to leave early to go for my competiton, i was really nervous. I was suppose to play with FUHUA and NAN YANG.. the better schools in the west zone man... When i arrived at FUHUA, my head hurt so much. AND i was pale, i was so worried..
Worst of all i was arranged to play with the best player in FUHUA. It was really not my day, i felt so weak and i din really nie wat i was exactly doing at all.. The 1st match past so quickly, i lost badly. Everything was in a daze.
The second match was better, but i still lost. My hand was trembling badly when i drank my water. I could hear the cheerings of my team mates. I felt like a complete failure. The third match was the best, i put all my effort into it, i attacked and fought for the points but in the end i still lost.. I told myself that was the best i could do.. And i am proud of myself..
However our school owned FUHUA as they onli had 1 good player which was the 1 i played with. I was so impressed with my team achievements.. The most exciting part came.. It was soon that we played with NAN YANG.. We were totally thrashed man... I dun wanna elaborate more.. DAMN SAD><><

Chinese New Year Eve

2008-02-06T19:21:00.000+08:00

Today is Chinese New Year Eve. It was a really long day. I really enjoyed the school concert. It was much better than last year's. I loved the dance, chinese orchestra and even the guzheng... I loved the dance which lynette and jeslynn danced. It was so graceful and they looked so elegant up on the stage. Lynette had a solo part. SHE rocks man...
The one that got the most attention was the NAN HUA IDOL... My good friend LING LI she got into the finals. Competiton was tough, but i know that she did her very best. Her voice was really powerful and full of emotions. She was damn beautiful hahas... ANNELISA and me ran up the stage to give her flowers and we even gave her a big hug....
SHE didnt win the first prize but in my heart she would forever be my favourite idol, she is far better than those singers.. LING LI I LOVE U, I WILL SUPPORT U FOREVER....
In the evening i even had my reunion dinner, ate steamboat... Wor ate a lot, gonna grow fat man..NO WAY!!! Never mind i shall exercise later.... I got to go now, going to play firecrackers now le... BYE BYE PPL!! AND WANNA WISH ALL OF YOUR A HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, HOPE YOUR GET MORE HONG BAOS...

finally the day i can rest..

2008-02-01T17:43:00.000+08:00

YAYS... i finally can rest le... I was so tired the past few days. I was practically studying for my tests. I am so glad that i only have one more test to go.. THAT IS, THE ONE AND ONLY GEOGRAPHY.. bleah:xx Hope i can pass man.. i only pass geography three times since last year man.. Not a joking matter this year.. I must study really really hard and get into a good class. Thats my new year resolution though it was kinda late.. But i am sure i will try my very best to achieve it... I would do my family, tuition teacher and of cos my friends proud too.. I dun wanna to be the girl i was last year.... Hope all my friends would support me behind my back.. Cos i really need that at the moment... Lastly, i just wanna sae that I LOVE U ALL MY FRIENDS OUT THERE!!!